I will not insist to much on this subject but I will  scroll a few of my rebirth actions. This year was quite a journey and it deserves to have it mentioned. Mentally and emotionally I was at the bottom and at the top in the length of 5 minutes, it was the highlight of my year – that should not be good or healthy but I had only two options – to die or to have it all.

• I was almost dead in January
• I’ve asked God for help, He came fast
• I’ve almost died a few times but I kept on going
• I wrote 3 books – one of my dreams, I can say now that I am a poet and have something solid behind my job description.
• I got me a fast divorce
• I lost everything at 47, but I realised that shiny objects were blinding my spirit anyway.
• I found myself in the deepest pain
• I found self love
• I found interest in life
• I have no fucking clues about the future. I’ve stopped giving a fuck all together. What’s next? This question is dimming by the day.

I had a full year, I suppose. Whatever I experience from today, is new to me. I am FREE!